So we are just about done for now with unpacking and settling in. There are a few minor cosmetic things I would like to do to each room in the apartment, but since we’re a one income family now and just blew a big chunk of savings with moving here those will have wait! All in all I like our place and the area. Its a quaint few blocks…but step outside the “villages” and you see poverty, broken down buildings, and graffiti plastered all over the walls. It’s CRAZY to think literally Father of the Bride, half million dollar homes are two blocks away from poverty. No it’s kind of obscene. In church we’ve been discussing the early church and going through the book of Acts. One of my favorite thing about this book is the sense of community the people had, and they were all striving toward the same goal…
“All the believers devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching, and to fellowship, and to sharing in meals (including the Lord’s Supper), and to prayer. A deep sense of awe came over them all, and the apostles performed many miraculous signs and wonders. And all the believers met together in one place and shared everything they had. They sold their property and possessions and shared the money with those in need. They worshiped together at the Temple each day, met in homes for the Lord’s Supper, and shared their meals with great joy and generosity, all the while praising God and enjoying the goodwill of all the people. And each day the Lord added to their fellowship those who were being saved.”
Acts 2:42-47
The last sentence is what it’s all about-saving people! Maybe that is what is missing in this city-besides a lot of other stuff 🙂 When you live in a city where the super rich are separated from the super poor you separate yourself from the goodwill in Acts. In just learning the history of the city we’ve come to discover that the start of the downfall was with mid-century racial segregation. Whites left with their business’ and left a city of other races struggling to survive. Throw in bad economies, other pitfalls, and you’ve got a perfect equation for what’s going on today. However, that’s NOT what Jesus wanted for us! He wanted “ALL” His believers coming together, unified for one cause-HIM!
So in all of this we’ve just been praying about how and what God will use us for here in Detroit. We knew when we decided to move here that God wouldn’t give us step two until we actually got to the city-so naturally day one I was asking God “what’s next?!?” One of my dear friends says I like to run before I walk 🙂 Over the last week in our prayer/quiet times we feel as if God is saying this is a season of rest for us-which honestly just feels weird. Rest? Really? God we’ve just moved here and you want us to rest? We feel weird “just” attending service. But after talking it over with God and even searching the scriptures I’m starting to see why He would want this for us. For most of our adult life and marriage Ricky and I have been knee-deep in ministry and constantly on the go. While these are not bad things in and of themselves, I think we often let it dictate our days-rather than the other way around. We were getting tired-joyful still, but tired nonetheless. That’s not a good thing when we know we’ve been called to this for the long haul. We were coming off the starting line blazing, and everyone knows it’s slow and steady that wins the race.
One of the key books that God has been speaking to us about Detroit is Nehemiah. The other day I came across this scripture:
“The priests and Levites first purified themselves; then they purified the people, the gates, and the wall.” Nehemiah 12:30
Before the could start “doing” life inside the city they had to FIRST purify themselves. Our modern day version would be to take time to ready oneself, spend time with God, learn, etc. So, that’s what we’ve been and are going to do; and in the process we wait-yet again 🙂 God has been revealing to me that this is critical before He starts to really use us here. Throughout scripture BEFORE God did CRAZY, AWESOME things with people they often underwent a period of waiting and preparation. This is vital! They had to first purify themselves. Let’s look at some examples:
Esther-waited a year and underwent beauty prep (which was important for her task in alluring a king).
Israelites-waited 40 years before entering the promise land.
Nehemiah-waited 4 months before approaching the king and in that 4 months purified himself to God by fasting and praying.
Daniel-waited 3 years before entering the royal service and interpreting the kings dreams.
Jesus-waited 30 years before beginning his 3 year ministry.
Even life itself with a baby waits 9 or so months before entering the world!
Not sure how long this season will last, but in the meantime we will wait upon you Lord. We will continue to search your heart and grow in you. Your timing is always better, and your ways are higher than ours. We are excited to see what the future holds!